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hello,
      my name is Heidi I have been married twice before but both marriages failed for one reason or another.I have some mental disability as well as physical ones that most cant handle and I was wondering does anyone have any advice for some one who really knows nothing of this life style has only seen or heard about it on tlc's sister wives.I am lonely and tired of being that way!

We have been searching for a long time, not as long as some couples/families, but for several years, and we have met many who are curious, like the idea, want to try it, say they are all about communication but then never communicate, only to decide the lifestyle isn't for them, or they don't like us, or have lied, cheated, used us, or just disappeared, tried to drive a wedge between husband and wife to be monogamous with just the husband. Is there anyone out there who truly wants to live the plural marriage lifestyle, who will truly communicate, won't play games, won't lie, cheat, use us, try to steal the husband away, who desires to live in harmony as a plural family?! If so, where are you?! We have been searching for you!

We're new to this. Any adivce?